Hey I am so sorry that I have been MIA recently. In all honesty I have been in a bit of a rut. Life had almost slowed to a halt, and I didn't know what to do with myself. I was shutting myself off from everything, just hiding in my bedroom. But I have recently made the decision to live my life to the fullest.
On Friday I did something I haven't done for a very long time. I went out clubbing, with two of my best friends. I find they bring out the best in my, and in all honesty I had one of the best nights I have had in a long time! and we have decided to go again on the 29th to celabrate my birthday.
I also have just been accepted to start voluenteering at a primary school. I have been so scared about working, and when I spoke to my mother, she told me to try voluenteering a few days a week and slowly work myself up, and thats exactly what I am doing. I have my meeting with them tommorrow, and then I will start at the beginning of September. I am so excited.
I know they are both small steps, but I really feel like a weight has been lifted. I feel like I can start being me again. I think my marriage breaking up (as much as I am glad it happened) has knocked me for six. I guess its getting out of previous habits and starting new ones.
Sorry I know I'm waffling. But I just need to get it all out of my brain.
Thanks for reading
Talk to you soon!
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